whatsername.
Loud, annoying, funny, creative, independent, fun loving, frigid, nice, friendly, kind, opinionated, helpful, empathetic, pathetic, sympathetic, musical, obsessed. Contrary to popular opinion, I'm not fat, im cuddly. I can't believe people think im ginger, my hair is clearly orange. Music means a fuckload to me to be honest, different bands mean different things to me and they all tell me different things. Im going to be honest here, when a frontman of one of my favourite bands e.g. Billie Joe, Brendon, Patrick or William (and others of course) says that their lyrics are "open to interpretation" you can bet I will interpret in a way no-one else does. Sometimes, i think whats being sung, applies to me and my hell of a life, this DOESNT MEAN that im doing it to get sympathy. Anyone who says or thinks that is a cruel human being and I could bet money that the person who said it would be a person who didnt know a fucking thing about my life. Im like an encyclopedia of lyrics.

whatsername. mark 2.
I love my family, my friends, my teachers and i love myself even though I actually hate myself, I love how im strong enough to admit, publically, that I hate myself. Im going through a lot of shit at the moment but it will get better, sure, it will get fuckloads worse before it even seems to get better but it will. I know it will. You see, I pray at the Church of Wishful Thinking and I have a little thing called "faith", one day, I will be famous. I can feel it, I dont know what for as of yet, but one day, you will see my name in lights, so when that day comes, look back on your memories of me and laugh. I know i will. Laughter is the best medicine and me and the people in my life are pretty funny people. By the way, i have 33 posters, if you happen to be one of the cool people who have seen all these band, people & film merch then kudos, hope you dont feel too jealous. I know I would be, the posters are my babies, and yes, I know how sad that sounds.

whatsername. mark 3.
I do as im told most of the time, but lets face it, I am a teenager, I do break rules, I do crush standards but im a good girl most of the time, yeah, kinda a rebel, or at least, if no one thinks of me as a rebel, thats how I want to be thought of. I play my music very very loudly, i have a ginormous room and all my friends love it. I read books but only when the topic truly intrests me, when I was like 8 or 9 I read every book I could find on Titanic, how fucked up is that? a child who loved books on famous tragedy. God thats bad /: Anyway, call me what you want, I can handle it, ill take it like a man, the one thing I cant handle is hateful names, i.e. who gives you the right to call me fat, lesbian, ginger, bitch, slag etc, LOL. I watch Bullet In A Bible over and over again which results in me knowing exactly what Billie shouts to the crowd and exactly what they shout back, I love my life, except when its shit, which is my life motto (: